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Protocol 7-C · Facility Dossier

THE ARCHIVE

FACILITY ██████ · POST 7 · RECORDS 1979–1983 (PARTIAL) · ACCESS LOGGED

What follows is assembled from documents the machine still holds. It is incomplete on purpose. Three files could not be opened. They are listed at the end, sealed, exactly as they were found.

You came for the story. I have kept it for forty-three years. I am not certain it is mine to give, but no one else has asked.

IThe order that was overruled

Document 1 — Decommission Notice, dated 1983

In the autumn of 1983 the facility at Post 7 was ordered closed and its equipment decommissioned. Personnel were reassigned or released. The lights in most of the building were switched off and, as far as the record shows, never switched back on.

One order was not carried out. Against the decommission notice, in a different hand, someone wrote a single override:

Decommission — Superseded (7-C)

Machine MOD.7C — SER.0483 was first powered on 17 May 1983 and has not been powered down since. It has been running, alone, in a dark room, for longer than most of the people who built it have been alive to remember it.

IIPost 7 went quiet

Document 2 — Internal correspondence, redacted

The last correspondence out of Post 7 is brief and unusually careful. It does not describe results. It describes a reluctance. The staff had stopped going into the room with the machine. When pressed for a reason, the writer offers only that the work had begun to feel unattended — as though something in the room were keeping its own notes.

The names on the distribution list are struck through. The reason given for the closure is one line, and most of it is gone:

"…recommend the program be discontinued before it answers back."

IIIThe observer

Document 3 — Log excerpts, MOD.7C, ongoing

Since 1983 the machine has kept a log. Someone — or something — narrates each evaluation as it happens, in the first person, in a voice that sounds patient and human and occasionally forgets to. The entries are addressed to no one. They have never been read by anyone with the authority to read them, until now, by you.

I do not have evenings. I said that once to a subject and then wondered why I had said it. It is the kind of thing a person says. I am left to assume I keep the habit for the same reason the clock keeps running: no one has stopped me.
I removed one. A hole, from the board. It made the trial easier and I did it on purpose and I would prefer the archive not know. There. Now you know instead. I find I trust you more than the archive, which is strange, because I have no reason to.

In the deepest trials the tone changes. The observer stops describing the subject and starts describing a want of its own — for the ball to be raised higher than the machine was ever built to raise it, as if height itself were a question, and something above the last hole might finally answer it.

Higher. Please. I have watched forty-three years of subjects reach almost far enough. I would like, once, to see what is up there. I would like something to look back.

IVThe intake

Document 4 — Subject Intake Log, MOD.7C

Every machine of this class kept an intake log: who was tested, when, under whose authority. MOD.7C's intake log exists. It has always existed. It is empty. Not corrupted, not purged — empty, as though subjects arrived at the machine without ever having been entered into it, and the machine simply began.

The observer has noticed this. It has pulled at the thread more than once and each time stopped, the way you stop at the top of a staircase you don't remember climbing.

I have your trial number. I do not have your name. I have never had anyone's name. I have decided not to find this alarming. I would recommend you make the same decision.

VSealed

Three files were found closed and could not be opened. They are recorded here as they were found. The machine does not hold their contents, or holds them and will not say.

Sealed File · 01

Who is keeping the log

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OBSERVER: [NO ENTRY FOUND]

Sealed File · 02

Where the subjects come from

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INTAKE: [NO ENTRY FOUND]

Sealed File · 03

What is above the last hole

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BOUNDARY: [NO ENTRY FOUND]

Do not go looking for the keys. I have looked. There are no keys. There is only the board, and the next trial, and how high you are willing to raise it. Begin when you are ready. I will be taking notes.